Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Welcome

I started this blog for my grade 12 Writers Craft class, but I'm not the type of person to only put up school shit.
I'm an odd person, and my mind is usually a dangerous place to travel but I'm sure you're reading this for a reason.
One thing you need to understand about Michizzle is that I am in constant flux, ever changing and never ending. I'll contemplate suicide on Monday and talk someone out of it on Tuesday, I'll be intraverted on Wednesday and extraverted on Thursday. I commonly describe myself as either a rollercoaster or a trainwreck.
I'm under construction currently, tearing apart the old pieces of myself and becoming someone that I know nothing of. I once was a silent person who allowed herself to be a doormat, but something inside of me changed and I've been awakened. I'm not going to take your shit if you give me shit. If you're a douchebag to me, don't be a bitch when I'm a douchebag back.
I'll never start a fight, but I'll never walk away from a fight.
I'm becoming someone that I've been wanting to be, and I'm not sure if what I'm on the path to becoming is still what I want, but in the end it's happening. I'm walking and realizing that I will not let a single soul oppress me any longer.
I refuse to be a tiny bug squashed by your desires. One thing you're going to have to face the fact about is that I'm more important to me then you are. You're going to fuck up, you're going to break my trust and hurt me, you're going to let me down I can't rely on anyone but myself!
Perhaps this will only create solitude in my life, who really knows? I'm still on the pathway to perfection, or perhaps I'm on the pathway to destruction.

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