Perfection

I'm curious as to know what perfection looks like. What does love look like?
If you could put those things into an object, how would you hold it? How would it feel?
I don't really know what people do on a blog, I guess they just talk. That's the thing I love about writing, when no one else will listen, you always have the page. It's actually kind of sad really. We've got so many of those pages filled, does that mean that no one in the world listens anymore?
I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I don't know what I want to write on this blog about, it should have a purpose other than some boring documentation of my life.
I need to create a character that you'll fall in love with. Someone that will instantaneously steal your heart. She'd be an amazing singer, someone that could sing your heart right into the palm of her hand. She'd be beautiful, she'd have long dark hair with full red lips that you can't help but think of tasting. She'd captivate you with every single word she speaks. Yet you'd be afraid, nervous at just the thought of her. Butterflies would awaken your senses at every waking moment when her scent touches your nose. You dream of her hair on your pillow, and her body in your arms. You'll feel empty without her. Yet you're completely aware that she's not real.
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.
I'm not sure I quite believe that.
There will always be that truly beautiful person that no matter who looks at her, she'll be carrying your world on her shoulders.
It's a fantasy of mine to be that girl.
To be someone important and beautiful. Of course if beauty is in the eye of the beholder, then I am beautiful to someone.
I'm just going to have to find that someone who can convince me of it myself.
I can't be convinced though. It's just so wrong! I can't allow someone to hold me up, because when they go away I'll fall. I am rebuilding my foundation.
No more sappy love ballads written with no music, just melodies.
I'm in a relationship with myself. I'm that perfect girl, that beautiful girl, and if you think any differently, then you need to get to know me a little more.
It's a blessing and a curse how easy it is for people to fall head over heels for me! :)